In a sense

It's saturday night and I'm in doing nothing. I don't think i've ever been so bored in my life. I really want to call Nev except my phone bill will be beyond repair if I call him anymore :( I'm sort of secretly hoping he might call me again but i'm afraid he's too nice to spend his Mother's money on his phone bill. Damn nice people. It's bizaare how easy it is to talk to him about whatever I feel like, I think we pretty much spoke about a ton of bullshit for an hour the other night, I called him when I went for a walk earlier and was rambling about NYC and then sort of realised I had been on the phone longer than I should have been and practically hung up on him rather abruptly. I hope he didn't think I was rude...i'm sure he didn't. Arrrghhh.

Friends is on and it's just about keeping me sane. It's the one where Phoebe meets Mike's parents. Actually one of my favourites - "what was that song you sang the other night that everyone loved?" - "Pervert Parade?" - "No..." - "Ode to a pubic hair?" - "Ok STOP." Hahaha. Jaws 2 was on but that got boring really quickly and considering I was already bored it just slipped me into higher boredom. I didn't think it was possible however, I was wrong.

I took a new picture today:

You can see the lovely sunshine coming in through my window and now i'm wondering why I wasn't sat outside in it. Oh well. I hope it's sunny tomorrow i'm going to take a stroll to the beach after work if it is. My parents are thinking about going to the band stand at the beach tomorrow but it depends what is on. I might go down there anyway even if they don't. Finish work at 4 so I should still catch some sun or at least have a bit of a walk a long the common. I of course might be knackered from getting up at 6:45am so this may not happen.

Arsenal (Van. Persie) have just scored in the match against Ajax. I think Adam is there cos he said he was going to Amsterdam to watch some matches this weekend and it says it's live so i'll look out for him in the crowd! Some how doubt i'll see him though. Lehman almost just let one in with 4 mins to go, haha that would have totally taken away from Arsenal. I hardly recognise any of the arsenal side anymore. Now Henry has gone I think they will be going down hill. they had a shit season ltast season and anything outside the top 4 isn't going to be good for them. Remember when they won the title without losing a game all season? What the hell happened to that? Van Persie just got tackled...he's being stretchered off! Oh it was hardly bad, idiot.

I have a feeling this is going to be my longest blog yet, even if it does mean that it's full of crap nobody wants to read. On a seperate note, I would just like to say how awesome I think Emma and Chris are. They're all talks about saving to buy a house and everything and they seem so happy. I don't think I could meet 2 nicer people and i'm not just saying this because I know Emma occasionally reads my blog. First Frenzy/ROTC romance/relationship. Made for each other.

(Oh would you look at that, van persie is walking onto the pitch to collect his medal. How convenient.)

I'm pretty sure time of the month is relatively soon. There comes a point where I just want to cry for no reason whatsoever. This lasts for about 3 hours. Never in my life did I believe that anything changes when girls get their time of the month but i've really started to see changes in the last year or so. I get proper bad back and get really down for a few hours. I don't like this, how come guys don't get this trouble?! They have the easy life. No periods, no pushing humans out of their vagina and no smear tests. Not that i've had a smear test but I can't imagine it's very pleasent. (Sorry for posting this paragraph I realise it's probably not what anybody wants to read, haha)

I am watching the end of Jaws2 it's probably the only semi-good bit anyway. WHERE ARE THE SHARKS?! Eeeeeek there it is! Hahaha someone just got eaten, awesome. I'm confused why he has blood on his mouth. Actually he's probably dead and bleeding internally. OH MY LIFE IS SO INTERESTING I'M WRITING A RUNNING COMMENTARY ON JAWS2.

Longest blog ever? Screw that I can't be arsed.