Well, i've managd to successfully ruin something which was very important to me. How did that happen? It actually amazes me how I manage to do this to myself more than once.
Kate returned from Turkey and I got a text "Hey, how are you? Been up to much? Any goss?x" I think she was rather taken a back when I replied with "Well I managed to start AND end a relationship whilst you were gone, a new record I think :(" The reply of "Oh dear, Grem." said it all. I find it hard to believe anybody would ever feel that way about me, and i've come to the conclusion I need to learn to socially accept myself (If that makes any sense). Cos at the moment, I just get freaked out by any genuine interest which inturn leads me to be a complete moron. Tbh I thought I was doing him a favour, rather than myself. I've ended up feeling probably the worst ever about it. Complete and utter fail.
I've been trying to forget about it to be honest, but it's niggling away at my teeny tiny brain. ARGH! Atleast this weekend I have V festival and I am EVER SO excited to be attending. I am mostly excited about Calvin Harris on Saturday night, I can't even stress how excited! eeeee!! Should be good attending a new festival, with new people and it's Dawn's first festi, so got to make sure she has a great time! Heading off tomorrow at 10am, going to Asda for supplies of alcohol and food! Hell, I need something to drag me out of this black hole.
Saw Inglourious Basterds last night, it was flippin' immense. I really loved it. Not sure why there is so much bad press about it, I thought it was quality. Highly recommend it, deffo go and see!
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