Oh so blue. Life is just about the most unfair thing ever to exist. I mean I wouldn't want to end it or anything but for christ sake, I wish I knew where i'd be in 10 years time! Married? Children? Well Travelled? Who knowsssss, I hate not knowing! Grrrrrr.
So Adam and I ended what we had, i'm kind very upset about it since he is soooooo lovely. Boooo. Oh well, I can get over it, it's going to take a while because I feel so alone right now but i'll be okay in a few months. Plus something special might happen between now and then, who knows! I keep saying who knows...I should really stop that.
You know when you have someone to call yours it's like you know they love you for what you are, then when that relationship ends you have thoughts of 'Oh god, is anybody going to like me now or was that my only chance?' I am terrified of living now! Ahhh!
I've got a hot date on friday with TV and my laptop and the big wide web, bring it on! Oh god, geek.
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1 comment:
we had good times, i won't forget those.
Well gonna bic my head now.
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