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Worst.Day.Ever.

Well not ever. I expect there are starving children somewhere in the world and i'm clearly so much better off than them. BUT; I woke up possibly the most tired ever, made ever better because I spoke to Gareth for a while but then that was shot to bits when I was late for work. I got stuck in a mile of traffic on the sodding bus and then had to walk from cosham. There is not much to do at the moment so i'm left sat there on the internet all day and as much as I like the internet it does get a bit boring. Had a meeting about health charts and i'm on the list! Wooo. That was probably the best part of the day.

I ended up leaving work just after 6 and I walked to cosham to get the bus. Some shitty road works are going on and the bus was diverted and as I walked up TWO buses drove past on the opposite side of the road which had been made open for them to drive through. So after that i'm pretty fucking pissed off that I now have to walk home. I start walking and get my iPod out, only to find that something has happened to the screen and i've still go no clue as to what the hell has happened. I should probably look at that at some point. I got home at 7pm.

Now i'm home and I can't really be bothered to make food even though I probably should eat something.

Also: How do you know when you love someone? After telling someone I loved them every day for 4 years and 'falling out' of love wasn't the funnest thing. I suppose I shouldn't compare past experiences and let them bother me in falling back into that but i'm obviously an absolute pesimist so i'd expect nothing less. Today has only been made worse by missing him. How did this happen?! I was going along merrily before all this complicated mess popped up. It's probably the best complicated mess ever though, so that's fine. I reeeeeealllyyyy hope 6th Oct is awesome. How could it not be?

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