Trust no one, clearly. Every time I let my guard down something fucking stupid happens to ruin it. I never ever ever EVER though this would happen, generally because I didn't think some people could genuinely be like this. Of all the times I was made to feel like the worst person in the world - literally 'omfg'.
I'm mostly sad because out of all my friends i've been the one to say there will be someone, to not give up, not all men are the same blah blah blah. Now I feel like a tool because this is further evidence that Becca is right and i'm clearly living in a deluded world. I don't think i've been this upset in a very very long time, I thought I was on the up to be honest with this game show fun about to happen, Coldplay at Wembley next weekend etc. Apparently not.
I actually am a little speechless and I decided that to cut most of it out is the way forward. I won't have to see it, deal with it, let it bring me down every single day. There are many definitions of 'bad times' but this possibly being the most apt. Liars are actually the worst people in the world, and for those of you that think covering things up because you think the other person will be 'hurt' does NOT count for a reason to let you off the hook. My actual God.
"You put on quite a show,
Really had me going,
But now it's time to go,
Curtain's finally closing,
That was quite a show,
Very entertaining,
But it's over now,
Go on and take a bow."
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