It was all yellow

I feel rather amazing today. I'm not sure why I was even bothered a couple of days back, clearly not worth it!

I am sooooooo looking forward to this weekend! So so so excited I can't contain myself. COLDPLAY - I can't wait for the show, it's just going to be amazing. I can't believe Abs is in NYC. I'm very jealous about this, however, Coldplay at Wembley is not a bad second best ;) Looking forward to seeing this town house in kings cross too! Lots of pics will be taken and muchos fun is to be had!

I'm watching VMA's AGAIN. I keep seeing stuff I missed though! Kanye West totally dissed Taylor Swift, it was all very rude. Lady Gaga looked like a completed wacko, which i'm fairly sure she is tbh. Why would you wear an outfit that covered your entire face with a lace crown?!

Anyone else think Perez Hilton is pretty much the most annoying person ever? Ew.

Was watching Champions League but have been sidetracked again...whoops!

CANCER

CANCER - The Beauty

Most amazing kisser, very high appeal.
A Cancer's Love is one of a kind.
Very romantic.
Most caring person you will ever meet in your life.
Entirely creative Person, most are artists and insane respectfully speaking.
They perfected sex and do it often.
Extremely random.
An Ultimate Freak.
Extremely funny and is usually the life of the party.
Most cancers will take you under their wing and into their hearts where you will remain forever. Cancers make love with a passion beyond compare Spontaneous.
Not a Fighter, But will kick your ass good if it comes down to it.
Someone you should hold on to!

I don't think many of these are true about me, and i'm quite alarmed with 'An Ultimate Freak' hahahaha, oh dear.

Chain emails are definitely not to be followed! :/

Take a Bow

Like an actual bullet to my heart.

Trust no one, clearly. Every time I let my guard down something fucking stupid happens to ruin it. I never ever ever EVER though this would happen, generally because I didn't think some people could genuinely be like this. Of all the times I was made to feel like the worst person in the world - literally 'omfg'.

I'm mostly sad because out of all my friends i've been the one to say there will be someone, to not give up, not all men are the same blah blah blah. Now I feel like a tool because this is further evidence that Becca is right and i'm clearly living in a deluded world. I don't think i've been this upset in a very very long time, I thought I was on the up to be honest with this game show fun about to happen, Coldplay at Wembley next weekend etc. Apparently not.

I actually am a little speechless and I decided that to cut most of it out is the way forward. I won't have to see it, deal with it, let it bring me down every single day. There are many definitions of 'bad times' but this possibly being the most apt. Liars are actually the worst people in the world, and for those of you that think covering things up because you think the other person will be 'hurt' does NOT count for a reason to let you off the hook. My actual God.

"You put on quite a show,
Really had me going,
But now it's time to go,
Curtain's finally closing,
That was quite a show,
Very entertaining,
But it's over now,
Go on and take a bow." 

FML

A rollercoaster of emotions over the past few weeks, but feeling entirely better now. Going to Sheffield tomorrow, woop woop! Excited. My last few weeks have included, getting together, breaking up, extreme drunkness, cinema, london, game show audition and more pub.

www.fmylife.com is possibly the funnest thing i've found in a while. To the point where 'Fuck My Life' is being used in every day conversations between friends.

Here are some of the best from the page -

"Today, I discovered the guy that sits next to me in class is actually a girl. Not only is that bad, but we had to write a paper about each other. I used the words "him" and "he", and read it to the whole class. FML"

"Today, I was able to check my voicemail and email for the first time in two weeks. The only message I got was from my landlord telling me that the house I'm renting is in foreclosure, and I needed to have all my stuff out in ten days. He left the message nine days ago. FML"

"Today, I went to my school to take my yearbook picture. I was wearing a shirt that said ANALOG on the front. When I bent in to take the picture, part of my shirt overlapped itself. Now I'm known as the ANAL kid in the yearbook. FML"

"Today, I received a text message from my favorite sister saying "Great news! The technology in condoms has improved so much that they ensure that accidents like you won't ever happen again!" Today's my birthday. FML"

"Today, I had a stressful day at work and decided to go in the jacuzzi. I hadn't used it for a year, so it was a little dirty. After I cleaned it, filled it up, and jumped in, I pressed the jets. Immediately, thousands of dead moths shot out at full speed towards me. FML"

"Today, my best friend informed me that I could not be her maid of honour because I "wasn't as pretty as the other bridesmaids" and she wanted her wedding photos to have "consistancy". FML"

"Today, and for the last 8 months my upstairs neighbours have been making a tremendous noise. I finally decided to go up to complain: "The amount of noise you make is unbelievable ! It sounds like you're driving tractors up here!". The woman replies: "My husband is paraplegic..." FML"

www.fmylife.com