Basically it's 14:02pm and i'm still in bed.
Had a bit of a weird night. This guy my parents know had a 40th birthday in a field. People camped, it was interesting. I ended up sleeping in the back of our car, which was surprisingly comfortable. I slept over the loud music and woe at 3:30am to find it had all died down a tad. We did a mini sports day thing during the day which was fun for about 10 minutes, then I went to sit near our tent which consisted of Mum and Ferris laying in it asleep.
Bless Ferris, there were all these other dogs and he was the oldest. Must have felt like the Dad, or a pimp - either one. I don't want him to die :( He's 15 how so he must be on his way soon, hmphy. Poor Dog.
I have had this sodding cold/cough since I got back from the festival and to be quite honest it's not making me feel very good. GRrrrrrrr. Constantly waking up and finding it difficult to talk might be other peoples idea of heaven but certainly not mine! Ha.
Next weekend is going to be amazing! Friday it's Mum's birthday so I think we're going to Abby's for some fun, we've got her a really cool present that she will like! I hope! Saturday I'm going to London bright an early to meet Henri for a day of shopping/fun and then me, Henri and Adam are coming back to mine on Saturday night so we're all ready for Sunday which is my birthday BBQ! Corr..21? I hope it's a good age. Lots of people are coming and it'll be quite the lovely affair i'm sure. Euro Final on at 19:45! Whoop whoop whoop!
Then next Thursday...my birthday! Whoa! :D
Sunday, 22 June 2008
Tuesday, 10 June 2008
Love
"L is for the way you look at me
O is for the only one I see
V is very very extra-ordinary
E is even more than anyone that you adore can
Love- its all that i could give to you
Love is more than just a game for two
Two in love can make it
Take my heart and please don't break it
Love was made for me and you
L is for the way you look-you lookin at me
O is for the only one i see
V is very very extra-ordinary, now
E is even more than any anyone that you adore can
Love is all that i can give to you
Love is more than just a game for two
Two in love can make it
Take my heart and please don't break it
Love was made for me and you
Love was made for me and you
Love was made for me and you"
Sunday, 8 June 2008
What is love?
I was going to start this blog with 'So..' but I think i've started too many blogs with 'so'. Hmph.
Anyway, I went to bed pretty late last night I don't think i've been up until past 3am for a long time. Although, that's because i'm boring and old I suppose. Hah. Had probably the worse/best telephone call with Adam at about midnight. Lots of gut sinking feelings, which are the absolute worst. I really wish feelings didn't exist, except happy and acceptance. Because then you could go through a relationship being really super happy and then when it ends you could be like 'Yeah, cool we had a good run'. None of this crying crap or stomach ache crap or any other crap for the hell of it.
I am suppose to be going shopping today, and to see sex and the city later. I sort of feel like this is some what overshadowed now though, and this is no one's fault - I just want to fight harder for this than i've ever wanted to fight anything ever before. But I guess there comes a point when you have to let it go. I don't want that to be yet. Owie. :( It's my fault, mostly because I make things into a bigger deal than they are. Maybe this isn't a big deal, I really need to hear that.
Anyway, I really don't think i'm making much sense.
I love you, Adam.
Anyway, I went to bed pretty late last night I don't think i've been up until past 3am for a long time. Although, that's because i'm boring and old I suppose. Hah. Had probably the worse/best telephone call with Adam at about midnight. Lots of gut sinking feelings, which are the absolute worst. I really wish feelings didn't exist, except happy and acceptance. Because then you could go through a relationship being really super happy and then when it ends you could be like 'Yeah, cool we had a good run'. None of this crying crap or stomach ache crap or any other crap for the hell of it.
I am suppose to be going shopping today, and to see sex and the city later. I sort of feel like this is some what overshadowed now though, and this is no one's fault - I just want to fight harder for this than i've ever wanted to fight anything ever before. But I guess there comes a point when you have to let it go. I don't want that to be yet. Owie. :( It's my fault, mostly because I make things into a bigger deal than they are. Maybe this isn't a big deal, I really need to hear that.
Anyway, I really don't think i'm making much sense.
I love you, Adam.
Saturday, 7 June 2008
We live on fascination...
I am not feeling being awake at 5am. Well of course now it is 5:38am, but still. It is literally like a sauna in my room so I have the fan on. Who needs a holiday when it's 54358347925 degrees in my room?!
I'm sorry if anyone's reading this and it's not making sense. I probably won't make much sense at this time of the morning and i'll probably be going back to sleep after this. Just thought i'd spout some uninteresting crap first. I hope Adam is feeling okay, we're going to have the best time at the festival with EVERYONE! He's gonna love it, and i'm gonna love it and we're all gonna love it, obviously. I'm so very excited for live music, mostly.
Took me so long to get to sleep last night. At first I had EitS on my iPod playing to send me to sleep but then I started having visions of waking up in the middle of the night and my headphones strangling me, so quickly removed those, turned the volume up high and rest the headphones next to me. - Best for all I think, nobody wants to be woken up to to a dead Emily. Well I'm sure somebody wouldn't mind but it definitely wouldn't please anybody in this house, especially me. Hahah.
Plus I was lay wondering how Alan's date was going. Before he went out he was so uninspired by the thought of this said date. I do hope he found a nice lady, no sign of him online at this moment and it'll be like...12:44am there so he may well still be partying!
Anyway I duno what I was hoping to find on Rotc or facebook at 5:46am - nobody is online you idiot! They're all asleep just like you're suppose to be...oh great now i'm talking to myself. First sign of insanity? I hope not! :)
I've just gone on letssingit.com to find lyrics to an alphabeat song and 'Opeth' are todays 'featured artist'. Hahahahahaha. Oh god! :)
I'm sorry if anyone's reading this and it's not making sense. I probably won't make much sense at this time of the morning and i'll probably be going back to sleep after this. Just thought i'd spout some uninteresting crap first. I hope Adam is feeling okay, we're going to have the best time at the festival with EVERYONE! He's gonna love it, and i'm gonna love it and we're all gonna love it, obviously. I'm so very excited for live music, mostly.
Took me so long to get to sleep last night. At first I had EitS on my iPod playing to send me to sleep but then I started having visions of waking up in the middle of the night and my headphones strangling me, so quickly removed those, turned the volume up high and rest the headphones next to me. - Best for all I think, nobody wants to be woken up to to a dead Emily. Well I'm sure somebody wouldn't mind but it definitely wouldn't please anybody in this house, especially me. Hahah.
Plus I was lay wondering how Alan's date was going. Before he went out he was so uninspired by the thought of this said date. I do hope he found a nice lady, no sign of him online at this moment and it'll be like...12:44am there so he may well still be partying!
Anyway I duno what I was hoping to find on Rotc or facebook at 5:46am - nobody is online you idiot! They're all asleep just like you're suppose to be...oh great now i'm talking to myself. First sign of insanity? I hope not! :)
I've just gone on letssingit.com to find lyrics to an alphabeat song and 'Opeth' are todays 'featured artist'. Hahahahahaha. Oh god! :)
Friday, 6 June 2008
Durham or Durham?
So yesterday I had the camera. I don't really know what I worried about, I don't remember anything about it. I was sat in a room with my Mum with this ridiculous gown on, my dressing gown and some slippers. I waited there for an hour or so whilst my Mum picked her feet! (Yes, I said picked her feet...!) Gross. Dr Duncan came in to collect me, I walked down to theatre and he put a needle in the back of m y hand which was surprisingly okay, then he said i'd feel my arm go 'warm' then I went a bit dizzy and said 'Ah, makes you go dizzy' then that was about it until I was being wheeled into recovery, haha. How strange.
He said that I had 'loops' in my stomach or 'knots' I don't know. Anyway I have another appointment next week and if they can't explain what's wrong with me then they will do allergy and intollerance testing - there has to be something wrong! Obviously nothing serious but it really needs to be sorted because living like this is getting me down :(
So that was over and now i'm on my day off from work since they said I can't go in. Apparently it takes a long time for this drowsy stuff to get out of your body and I do feel rather tired. Unfortunately this mean i'm stuck with daytime TV. Jeremy Kyle is currently on, he's a grade A wanker if you've ever met one isn't he? Oh well, i'll be onto Bargain Hunt and so fourth later.. *roll*
Adam is going home today, this makes me sad. Hmph. His Dad is bringing his 'bat mobile' I have no idea how he'll fit all of his stuff in there. They are well going to have trouble! I shall miss him terribly but next weekend is ISLE OF WIGHT FESTIVAL! Yay! Kaisers! Wombats - I am MOST looking forward to! The Cribs and Kate Nash will be awesome too. A weekend in the sun! Soooooo excited! And this saturday i'm getting my hair chopped, and coloured so I will look a little different for the festival and well, in general life.
There has just been an advert on for the start of Euro 2008. This advert consists of a guy with a deflated football and the commentary of when Croatia beat England and knocked us out of the Euro Finals and then it says 'The best cure for a broken heart Portugal Vs Turkey Euro 2008' okay so 1. who wants to be reminded that we didn't make it to the European Championship 2008 again? and 2. How is Portugal V Turkey the cure for a broken heart?! 'Oh look at these teams playing in a tournament we didn't even make it to for the first time in many MANY years'! I'll watch and i'll be supporting Croatia as Niko Kranjcar is part of the Portsmouth Squad and he is quite possibly the most beautiful man ever made. So, I hope they do well. Goooo Croatia!
Something quite strange happened 2/3 days ago. Random person added me to Facebook, found out that he works at IBM - I made the stupid mistake of thinking he was in the UK, alas he's in the US which is kind of annoying since we seem to be getting on quite well! I love making new friends, that sounds like something incredibly cheesy from some US Teen flick (Sorry ha!) but seriously, we've talked a couple of times a day for the last 2 days and it's just easy talking, like I don't really have to think much before having a conversation for hours on end. I've only ever had that with a selected few people Jane (Although I don't really think I have that anymore sadly), Paul (I received a text the other day and all it said was 'emilyemilyemilyemilyemily' and that was all I heard haha), Adam (He's awesome and we still have this, yay!) and Becca. Maybe boys are easier to talk to plus it's interesting to get to know someone from another Country, especially one that's never been outside of that Country! Anyway, I look forward to many more conversations with Alan :)
I am totally out of things to say now, so later!
He said that I had 'loops' in my stomach or 'knots' I don't know. Anyway I have another appointment next week and if they can't explain what's wrong with me then they will do allergy and intollerance testing - there has to be something wrong! Obviously nothing serious but it really needs to be sorted because living like this is getting me down :(
So that was over and now i'm on my day off from work since they said I can't go in. Apparently it takes a long time for this drowsy stuff to get out of your body and I do feel rather tired. Unfortunately this mean i'm stuck with daytime TV. Jeremy Kyle is currently on, he's a grade A wanker if you've ever met one isn't he? Oh well, i'll be onto Bargain Hunt and so fourth later.. *roll*
Adam is going home today, this makes me sad. Hmph. His Dad is bringing his 'bat mobile' I have no idea how he'll fit all of his stuff in there. They are well going to have trouble! I shall miss him terribly but next weekend is ISLE OF WIGHT FESTIVAL! Yay! Kaisers! Wombats - I am MOST looking forward to! The Cribs and Kate Nash will be awesome too. A weekend in the sun! Soooooo excited! And this saturday i'm getting my hair chopped, and coloured so I will look a little different for the festival and well, in general life.
There has just been an advert on for the start of Euro 2008. This advert consists of a guy with a deflated football and the commentary of when Croatia beat England and knocked us out of the Euro Finals and then it says 'The best cure for a broken heart Portugal Vs Turkey Euro 2008' okay so 1. who wants to be reminded that we didn't make it to the European Championship 2008 again? and 2. How is Portugal V Turkey the cure for a broken heart?! 'Oh look at these teams playing in a tournament we didn't even make it to for the first time in many MANY years'! I'll watch and i'll be supporting Croatia as Niko Kranjcar is part of the Portsmouth Squad and he is quite possibly the most beautiful man ever made. So, I hope they do well. Goooo Croatia!
Something quite strange happened 2/3 days ago. Random person added me to Facebook, found out that he works at IBM - I made the stupid mistake of thinking he was in the UK, alas he's in the US which is kind of annoying since we seem to be getting on quite well! I love making new friends, that sounds like something incredibly cheesy from some US Teen flick (Sorry ha!) but seriously, we've talked a couple of times a day for the last 2 days and it's just easy talking, like I don't really have to think much before having a conversation for hours on end. I've only ever had that with a selected few people Jane (Although I don't really think I have that anymore sadly), Paul (I received a text the other day and all it said was 'emilyemilyemilyemilyemily' and that was all I heard haha), Adam (He's awesome and we still have this, yay!) and Becca. Maybe boys are easier to talk to plus it's interesting to get to know someone from another Country, especially one that's never been outside of that Country! Anyway, I look forward to many more conversations with Alan :)
I am totally out of things to say now, so later!
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