Monday, 4 June 2007

Gash and poop

Monday is almost over, for this I am thankful for. Work was tedious but Becca was there and that brightened up my day a little, plus G was giving it some good comedy throughout the day. emeline was hung over from drinking a bottle (yes, a bottle) of tequila. I swear that woman is invincible. I can't believe nobody has gotten back to me about these jobs i've applied for. Bunch of arseholes.

My driving test is 2 weeks away and i'm bricking it. I'm going to fail I know it, screw positive attitude. I'm scared! I have a 2 hour lesson on wednesday though, never had it that long before but i'm sure i'll be okay. Deep breathes now.

It's 21.06pm and I have done absolutely nothing all night. Almost fell asleep earlier but I stayed awake because I want to sleep well tonight. I have many thoughts going around in my head though so I doubt this will happen. Saying that, not much keeps me from sleeping peacefully and even though I only had just over 4 hours of it last night they were 4 pretty amazing hours of sleep.

So, i'm experiencing new things in life, and i'm pretty used to no longer having a boyfriend which I quite like now. What's a sufficient amount of time to wait until you start to have 'feelings' for someone else? I have no idea. I'm pretty sure there is no rule, I suppose it's going to happen eventually. I'm just stuck to know whether they're actual feelings or a 'rebound' person without knowing it. I would never intentionally have a 'rebound' someone. That is all things that are bent. Gah. I think i'm pretty sure how I feel. Gash.

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