To buy or not to buy

Another day, another dollar. Work is slowly draining my soul from my body and the weather outside isn't making me feel any better. It's pouring with rain and my trousers are wet from walking to the bus stop :( On the bright side, i'm not anywhere near as tired as I was yesterday morning although still having a hard time keeping my eyes open. I got far to engrossed in conversation last night and then just as I was about to leave Henri started talking to me, I made a quick exit because I knew I would collapse this morning if I stayed much longer.

Last night was Abby's last night at home, she went back to Bratislava this morning at 6am. We had a nice meal and then I disappeared upstairs to bed. I felt kind of bad but I use the excuse that she wanted to spend some time with Adam before she left. Speaking of Adam, he was well rude the other day. Said all sorts of swear words on MSN to me, my Mother will not be impressed. Ummmm. I'm his temporary date for Paul and Gill's Wedding Anniversary party, apparantly he's booking us a hotel. Hahah. His jokes are not funny. I ought to tell him that.

I ate an ice lolly and went to bed. Boyo text me something about coming to flirt with me, I told him not to expect anything in return and he says he never does. That's that settled then. (Oh and if you happen to read this G-man don't ever call me 'Babe' again, i'll knock your face off.) He never came online, haha. Just as well really, I got so fed up with him on sunday the blocking almost came into effect again. I had a pretty good chat with Nev about nothing again. This is all our conversations consist of; being mean to each other/being mean about other people/music/football/the fact I like him/He likes me. Not that I mind, these are clearly the best topics of discussion. He told me to have nice dreams about him, I didn't have a single one, I wonder if he did..? This is going to sound probably a bit horrible but I didn't realise how actually lovely/cute/hot he looks on webcam : He's definitely putting that on more often. I am well happy today BRING ON WORK YOU FUCKERS. Rargh.

08:36 - Been in work for 36 minutes (Well about 33, I was a bit late..) 8 hours to go. Woo!

On friday when I get paid, I need/want to buy the following:

• Pompey shirt £35
• Shoes £30
• Mum £65
• Abby £20
• Reading festival £60 Including Train
• Laurens in Sunday £30
• Alcohol for ze festival £15
• Dry Shampoo/t-gel £5ish

This is a total of a silly amount I can't afford so i'm thinking I have to knock the shoes + Pompey shirt off the list. Arse. This is now a total of: £195 I can afford this. Just about.

Now, i'm heading off. Yo to anyone reading this today! :)

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