I know people say it's not possible to change somebody from what and how they really are, but is it possibly to evolve? A little chrysalis turns into a beautiful butterfly, going from a caterpillar to a floaty glorious colourful carefree insect. Is it possible for human to adapt this way personality wise?
Here I was thinking the worst feeling in the world was caring so much about someone and feeling like you're getting absolutely nothing in return. I was wrong - what's worse is knowing the other person cares for you deeply but seeming to be incapable if showing it. But I should just deal with it because that 'just the way they are'.
I am fully aware relationships are not like movies with hearts and flowers on a 24/7 basis but I am also aware these moment shouldn't come only twice a year on Birthdays and Valentines. I know it can be like that, because i've experienced it. I experienced it with the wrong person admittedly but for that time I was cherished, and I knew about it. That person no longer matters to me an inch so that's irrelevant but I do know it's possible to be thought of this way and right now I feel the opposite of cherished.
